creeper of devotion...

"suddha-bhakata-carana-renu,
bhajana-anukula
bhakata-seva, parama-siddhi,
prema-latikara mula
The dust of the lotus feet of pure devotees,
enthusiastic devotional service,
and service to the pure devotees of
the highest order are the roots of the
creeper of devotion"-first verse of suddha-bhakata by sri bhaktivinoda thakura

for some reason i GOOGLEd those lyrics to read today.here im listening to PIXIES while reading these lyrics....

the picture up there is my whole altar.
on the left up is sri lakshmi-narasimhadeva(brought to me by madhavananda),next is my most merciful sri sri gaura-nitai(they came to me from former devotees),on the right is sri yoga-narasimhadeva(he travels with gaura-nitai allways)
on the middle there is pictures of srila b.s.govinda maharaja(my gurudeva),srila a.c.bhaktivedanta swami prabhupada,srila b.r.sridhar maharaja,srila bhaktisiddhanta swami prabhupada.
on the lower level there is a picture of lord shiva and his family(i also have altar of lord shiva in lingam form under my main altar,picture in my next post) and on the right corner there is sri hanumanji!!!
there are also lots of pictures around the deitys.sri radha-krsna,lord narasimhadeva,gaura-nitai of finland iskcon,sri sri sita-ram-laksman-hanuman,etc.

i also have sri jagannath-baladeva-subadra deitys in a box sleeping and waiting for the day when they will get back to the altar or somewhere...i got them also from a former devotee.who once phoned me and said that:"i still have jagannath in my box and i want you to take 'em?!"

my puja to the deitys is not regular in any sense...but i still try to offer them prasadam as often as possible.as i cant sing like a gandharva i try to play some bhajan/kirtan cd's to them.but oneday when im old and single and brahmin i will start super puja everyday!!! :D

this was a little briefing to the wonderful world of my altar! :) more will come...

this is one of my favorite deity oriented website: http://www.salagram.net/Sri-Shaligram-Tirtha.htm
i have allways been attracted to the form of shaligram and govardhan silas.

...but now i have to sell some punkrock...

another one.

"What we need are good is friends and association. Then we can proceed happily. And the other factor is that if our surrender is perfect, then from the upper level faith will come to us and protect us"-srila b.s.govinda maharaja

so here it is.the crazy KC-BLOG that i have told to couple of my friends.what i will write here are my views and are not to be taken too seriously and im not writing them here to offend anyone.thats why there is possibility to comment on them...but remember i have the power to delete 'em...heh!

on the first post you see picture of my deitys sri sri gaura-nitai and middle of them is a picture of the local ISKCON gaura-nitai deitys.that i miss sooo much...as some of you know that i was banned from the local temple for the reason that i have taken initiation outside of ISKCON...but thats for the politics.no more of it.maybe one day i will get the chance to see the dear deitys once again and dance infront of them?!?

i started this blog to boost my spiritual life even little more...as nowadays its really hard to take up the beadbag into my hand and chant chant chant...so this is somehow a my offering to lords holynames!right now im listening to some bhajan/kirtan mp3's.

bhakti tirtha swami is singing.one of the last recordings before his passing away.you can hear when he start to cry...

im not too philosophically educated.so dont be scared if i start quoting videogames or tv-programs here! :D

"I must follow what I understand, my aspiration. Friends may be converted into foes. Foes may be converted into friends. But I must stick to my ideal."-srila b.r.sridhar maharaja

hopefully i dont convert you guys into foes???

the fast first post.

radhe radhe.
this is going to be a really fast post...
i will write here some stories and thoughts on my road back home..back to godhead...
so beware...these are my thoughts...

servant of the servants jananivas das