rocky road out of this world....

gurudev! krpa-bindu diya, koro'ei dase, trnapekha ati hina sakala sahane, bala diya koro', nija-mane sprha-hina Gurudeva, give to this servant just one drop of mercy. I am lower than a blade of grass. Give me all help. Give me strength. Let me be as you are, without desires or aspirations.

i just came from little walk around the block with my dog.when i went out i put my mp3-player on and this nice bhajan started to play...i felt some tears in my eye.no it wasn't the freezing winter wind that was blowing onto my face.i think i just understood how happy we are at this age of kali that there are living persons that help us survive on the bumpy road back home...

radhe radhe my dear diary!

i've been really lazy on writing...sorry!
but here's a couple nice blogs that are pretty good(just click on the name):
Under Eternity Blue blog by Brajeshwara Prabhu
Imonk:Itinerant Monk blog by Sripad Bhakti Lalita Akinchan Maharaja

here the winter has arrived,some months late! :)
here uljas is enjoying over minus 20celcius,hard snow and winter sun!!! <3

jivera kalyana-sadhana-kam,
jagate asi' e madhura nam,
avidya-timira-tapana-rupe,
hrd-gagane biraje
To penetrate the darkness of ignorance and bless everyone's heart, the holy name has risen like the shining sun.