"And then I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Do you know how much I love you
Cause I'm hoping some day soon
You'll save me from this darkness" - lyrics of I See Darkness by Johnny Cash
im writing this while listening to mr.johnny cash!
this blog is my desperate try to be in contact with my spiritual family and this is also krsna conciouness therapy to me! ;)
as being the only disciple of srila b.s.sundar govinda maharaja here in finland.i pretty often feel left alone...i know that i have lots of great devotee friends around me,but still...
and soon my dear gurudevas vyasapuja will come and again i will have a party alone with my deitys...
i feel like a teen kid now rambling about how bad his parents are etc. :)
"Jesus If you hear my last breath
Don't leave me here Left to die a lonely death I know I have sinned but Lord I'm suffering" - lyrics of Spiritual by Johnny Cash
1 comment:
Hmm i could maybe come to your Gurudev's Vyasa-puja/your bday combined if you're having something like that..gotta see..anyway it's not like my situation would be much different because my actual godbrothers/sisters in finland i either never see, or just can't really associate with on the same level.. so yeah it's a lonely road. but like Raybeez said, "you gotta keep the faith" (and before anyone says it's Bon Jovi..Raybeez would say 'yo sucka you gotta big mouth,BIDIP-BO!' RIP Ray..)
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